Night: October, 10th

After a while, I come back to bring you some informations about me and the dreams I usually have.

First of all, I write down what I dreamed last night.

I remember I was waiting for the bus at the bus stop in front of the former school I’ve worked to years ago. I seemed a bit different since then, I don’t know yet why. My bus was not late, but I was anxious to return home. After a few minutes, a friend of mine, N., was passing by with her husband, J.,  and her child, a little sweet, beautiful blond girl, she was about 2 years. N., my friend at work, drove me home and I could see her beautiful daughter. We talked about stuff of work, and she said she could undestand why I was so nervos to go home.

When I went to my room to get some privacy, I found out I was pregnated, as my sister were. I was shocked, maybe because I realized I afreid to tell my family and my partner.

INTERPRETATION: It is maybe a future dream, because of those points:

the school I worked before is at the same place, but not the bus stop, the street, even the lights do not place there where I saw in the dream. All seemed to me some kind of “modern” (the school is in a poor block of my city).

N., my friend, has a child, a daughter named B., but I didn’t meet her once yet. I do not know if she is blond, but maybe she turns that. N. has also european blood. She does not drive, but maybe, in two years, she shall have her own car.The girl seemed to be 2 years.

My sister is 22, and in my dream she seemed to be 25 or something. I was not that surprised she would be pregnated, but I become the news shocked because I really get this serious. My partner did not wish kids, and I have a problem of pregnancy.

I would like to know who were my boyfriend, since I’ve broke up with H. for about one year and half. Last year, to be sure. He came back from Germany after two months. Here he met another girl, named K,. and was hanging out with her for about two weeks. That broke my heart and we have no relantionship since then, once in a while I hear something from him and he from me, but  we do not see each other.

But I do love him, I wish to see him again, to have at least my friend H. back. I know it will happen, but I am not sure how and when it will be.

I read in a book, Dreams Interpretations, and there I got I will have a time of increadible happyness this month.